Reminding Us of Heaven

 

I don't really think there is much more to say other than what a sweet heart she is!

Emma Jean Pollei

March 17th 2012, St. Patrick's Day

7 pounds 4 ounces

BUSY week ends BUSILY into another BUSY one!

If I'm not at Cheesecake Factory I'm at school, if I'm not doing either of those things I'm either at the JSMB or studying. Crazy how that is exactly how my life is prioritized right now. To top my busy week off its daylight savings today, in other words I lost an hour and slept way to long. How then do I have time for this? I don't, I just need to let my brain settle sometimes! How sad I was on Monday when I wrote all about the beautiful weather and somehow it didn't post on my blog.


It was really hard for me to go into work that day because the weather was so beautiful. So instead I went for a long walk before. I think that this week I have realized how much I have missed walking. London was really good for that. Friday night I had to walk from near the LDSBC to Cheesecake, because that is where they gave us a pass to park. Well it was quite a walk, didn't bother me, only I hoped that someone would also be parking there so I wouldn't be alone walking at midnight. Well turned out no one was parked over there. So I prepared myself for walking in the dark alone. Nicely enough one of the boys I work with, Cameron, offered to walk with me and I could drop him off in the avenues. Well we obviously got talking and there was some sort of connection because we couldn't stop. I know this happens often to me but man its just so cool every time. We talked walking to my car, talked driving him home, talked sitting in the car, decided we should just take a walk and talk, and that went on until I left the avenues at about 2:30am. Its nice to know I have someone to look forward to seeing at work, I mean I love Liza but man oh man she is a busy woman as well!
Today I got the sweetest text from my daddy, Oliver had made me a picture. I was so touched at how much he looks up to me. I cannot describe how much I love that little boy.

 I know I talk about him all the time but I am so blessed that he is in my life. I miss him and cannot help but tear up thinking of him and the things I am missing right now. I know I am supposed to be here in SLC and that I will be able to see him in the next year, but I never would have thought I would be missing so much of his life.